Just when you think you know what you want and you put plans into action to make it happen..............
We put the house on the market to sell and to realise our dream of buying land, building and creating our dream future.
The house has not sold, the market is a little shaky, we had a few offers but not quite what we wanted.
I was not willing to compromise on what I wanted.
I guess a few more things have to fall into place before the dream becomes a reality.
It is firmly fixed in my sights, I am working hard towards it and if it is the right path to follow then it will all work out the way it is meant to.
On a happier note, my doctor has put me on some low dose naltrexone.
No I am not a junky or have a substance abuse problem.
It has reduced the pain levels by about 50% so far. This is as long as I do not over do it.
Things are moving in the right direction.
I am doing some volunteer work to keep my mind active and gauge what I can and can't do in the workforce.
I can only manage about 3hrs a week without it impacting on my fatigue levels.
This will get better I am sure.
I also do some work from home in a relaxed, lying down environment.
So from where I was 2 years ago to where I am now............... we have improvement.
For this I am very happy and grateful.
