After three days in bed I am hoping I am on the up swing.
I was doing really well and was feeling like I was making significant progress.
Then BANG..... out of no where, major crash.
I am hoping it is just because I am trying to come off a particular drug and have to lower and then alternate the higher and lower dosage to withdraw from it over about 8 weeks.
My sixth wedding anniversary is coming up in two days time and I am hoping that I will be able to function and spend some time with my husband.
I guess I must be grateful. Grateful that I am not as bad as some that have this retched disease. Grateful that I have a family that loves me. Grateful that I am positive and can see myself getting better and having a wonderful future. Grateful that I have a roof over my head, good food to eat and my beautiful 15 year old cat that keeps me company when I am bed ridden.
So I have so much to be thankful and grateful for.
I just want to get well and have a fulfilling life.
I am sure it is going to happen. I just have to be patient and keep on trying.
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