Little things pop into our lives to test us.
I am sure that they are there to test our resolve and see how far we have progressed on our journey.
This morning I am being tested big time.
I happened to come across an old friend of mine's web page.
He is playing a gig at a pub in the Brisbane area.
Previously he would have called me to see if he could stay at my house, use me for all I was worth...... food, alcohol, lifts to the gig and home again, CD sales etc etc.....
Since the last time I declined to accommodate him due to being so ill with Fibromyalgia and CFS, he hasn't contacted me.
I came to realise that it was all about him.
He never called to see how I was.
It was all about what he get from me. When I was no longer useful..............
So I have no desire to go and see him play, to support his lifestyle or to condone any of his actions...... which have been disgraceful to people that he supposedly loves.
This is a continuing lesson in running your own race.
My focus must be on what I need to do and not what others are doing around me.
I do not wish him ill, I simply release him back to the universe to allow KARMA to attend to his actions.
Love and light.
xxxxxxx
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