Walking in the same place and just marking time.......

I feel like I have been walking in the same place for the few weeks now.
On the 15th of this month I have a conciliation hearing relating to my previous employer.
It has all been really nasty business and for what reason I am unsure.
My only guess is that it is not about me but the other person who has some pretty major issues.
I actually feel sorry for this person in a lot of ways. Mainly because it must take so much energy to have so much venom, hate and nastiness inside of them.

I have been sick for a long time and have struggled to keep going. I am thankful and eternally grateful for my support network.
Without my sister, my husband and my family I would not have made it this far.
My sister has shouldered so many of my burdens, she has become angry when I did not have the energy to do so, she has spoken sense to me when I just wanted everything to simply go away.
Bullies should not be let get away with the behaviour that they display and the things that they do to people.

One of the other things that has kept me going is the dreaming of our bright new future.
My husband and I will buy our property.
We will have a self sufficient life that we can enjoy, learn from, invite others to share and most importantly grow old together living the best life that we can possibly have.

This morning on "The Letters of Gratitude" I read something that resonated with me and I want to share it.

"Repeat this to yourself every morning. I will embrace change because as awkward as it feels, I know I am being prepared for something bigger and better."