Release of a blockage and I don't mean a drain.........

I know that it probably sounds "New Age" or "Hippy" but I have been feeling blocked or stuck.
Since having Chronic Fatigue Syndrome/ME/Fibromyalgia or what ever this thing is, I have had a disconnect in my body.

Today for the first time, I have felt a clearing of the blockage. I am just hoping that I can maintain this for a little while.
Despite doing yoga and using a pilates roller I have remained stuck.
Today my acupuncturist/massage therapist unlocked the parts that were really stuck.
I, for the first time in a long time gave permission to myself to be human.

Writing this blog and allowing the world to peer into my internals has helped free me as well.
We are all so caught up in appearances and not showing our real selves that we mask everything.
In thinking about this further I have come to the conclusion it is because we fear ridicule, appear to be weak and try to show courage in the face of adversity.
Well, this is true in my case.

So, I feel like I have had a huge break through. Facing fears, facing reality, ridding myself of unwanted and unrealistic expectations is part of the journey.

This is my race to run, no one can tell me how to run it............... I maybe the last to cross the line but I will have done it my way and I will be content in the way in which it has been won.