The squeaky wheel keeps squeaking in an attempt to gain attention

Having time to sit, reflect and contemplate my navel whilst being unwell has been good for me.

For the first time in my life I can say I have time to breathe and attain clarity in my mind.

For the last twenty years I feel like I have been a hamster in a wheel spinning faster and faster out of control with only snippets of pure joy.

I have found that I am tapping into my inner self and discovered how sensitive I truly am.

The biggest thing for me has been that I have the ability to really read people and if I am not careful, sometimes take on their issues magically by what seems to be osmosis.

This morning I have read a post on Facebook from someone that I was instantly repelled from when I first met him. I can say that the feeling about this person has not changed.
The crux of the whole situation is that he belongs to a club and the club is not doing what he wants. He is also not the centre of attention despite all of his attempt to create drama and be the centre of attention.
I feel so sorry for his wife who has to deal with him on a daily basis.

This is just one example of someone pushing their own barrow and stamping their feet when they don't get what they want.

Another example is the birth mother of my step child.
Seriously, you would think that you would do all that you could for your children. In my mind you need to support their decisions providing that the decision is in the child's best interest.
You do not blackmail your child and threaten to move away if they do not do what you want them to do.

There are so many pressures and conditions that you can self impose in this lifetime.
What I need to do is free myself from them and make sure if it is not a "Hell Yeah" then it is a NO.